Saturday, February 13, 2010
I Want...
Things to be simple! I want to look at a person and only see a person. I don't want to see if they are sitting right, how they hold their pencil or where their eyes are look. I want to stop looking for signs of Autism in children I don't know. Even if I saw something I would never walk up to the parent and ask. I want to stop doubting myself and the choices we have made for our family. I watched old videos of the oldest two today and trying not to cry was not that easy. I wish it was simple, everyday simple. Maybe one day I will look back and understand this, maybe one day I will be grateful for our trails. That day is not today. Today I want simple, straight forward and clear.
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You might think looking for signs of autism in other children is bad. But you have to remember that it is now part of your life and a part of who YOU are. It will also allow you to have more compassion for others. That is very evident to me - you are such a caring person!
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