Three...

You were due January 10th, you would of been a c-section baby and born before then. You'd be three. Three years seems like so long ago, some days I long for you, wish I could hug you and other days I think of all the things losing you has taught me, all the people who are in my life because you are not. I wonder if trading your sister for you would be wise. Would I even know what I was missing? She lights up my heart and brings joy even when I think none could be found. I miss you my sweet Angel and I look forward to the day I hold my dear Tanyon Lee. Wait for me, Mommy loves you so.